Eshin Direct

She’s online again. Why does she have this effect on me? Instant bad mood and a longing to be with her again? It’s sad, I know. I’ve told a friend recently that they should let go and that the only power that people have over you is the power that you give them. It’s so true so why do I let her have so much over me when I have none over her? For all I know, I never existed. I was nothing to her.

Well, I try to move on and find new girlfriends or go back to old ones. But it’s not the same. I know in my heart that I will always love her. Which isn’t fair to those that I also love. Guess fate taught me a lesson that I needed to learn, and not unite me with my true love.

Dammit.