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One Final Time?

The question I’m faced with as this day draws to an end, is whether to go to Totts tonight in the vain hope that SHE might turn up. I doubt that she will, and I’m a fool for even considering it, let alone doing it. But it will be the last chance that I have to see if she will ever turn up there…well, last chance in Hong Kong. She probably doesn’t remember it anyway. Damn…still don’t know what to do. I wish I could just switch myself all off.

I have to build websites though tonight…but it’s my last chance. She knows I’m probably leaving HK…dammit.