Painful Reminders

December 9th, 2003 by Eshin

I knew today was going too well. Funny how life makes sure that it pisses on your parade at any time you are happy. It’s not really that funny actually. Anyway, SHE is online (for those of you who don’t know who SHE is then just leave it). It was always a question whether I should contact her final time before I left. Her being on ICQ forces me to answer that question. Well I have, and no response….but she is “N/A” status. Shit, can’t think straight anymore, need to smoke yet another cigarette. I thought I was over her but I realize that there doesn’t seem to be a day that goes by that I don’t think of her. Eyal pointed out to me that it was also the 10th tomorrow…maybe one last time at ToTT’s? Shit. Shit. Shit. And shit.

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2 Responses to “Painful Reminders”

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  1. Eyal

    don’t do it…

    Comment on Dec 09, 2003 at 16:03 | 002 | your flag  
  2. Oooo

    dun be silly, doing this for a woman who doesnt appreciate you would only degrade yourself. why suffer for woman.

    Comment on Dec 10, 2003 at 01:10 | 382 | your flag